Friday, August 31, 2012

TGIF Fridays :)

Every Friday at my school it's casual day and the kids get to wear whatever they want.

My boy Pabi (his nickname for Pabelelo) showed up today in his tiger get up! Always looking "SHHHHhhhap" or sharp ....I just have to say I absolutely love this tiger suit of his!

Today he only wore the jacket but Pabi has matching pants too, but when he wears it he has the entire school after him and teasing him as he plays into the part of being a tiger :)


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Thursday, August 30, 2012

La Bella Vita

Ever wake up and say that today....today will be a good day no matter what.

I was up texting with a friend back home at maybe 4 AM and then tried to sleep and couldn't and just lay in bed listening the chickens, dogs, and donkeys make their own noise of specialty. My drift off thinking about my friendships and the people I've been able to stay in touch with despite the distance and how their messages of encouragement and support just kept me going.

As I walked down the dusty dirt and sandy road smiling to myself and watching the sun peak through the clouds above. Life is good, and what do I have the right to complain about? Absolutely nothing.

I've have two incredible families, one in Peru and the other in the USA, I've had an upbringing which has allowed me the opportunity to fantastic education and to see the world. You know and life is just so bizarre since I think of where my journey began and where I'm headed and to think of all the things I have accomplished and experienced under the age of 30 is just immense. Life, man.

Live it and just smile. Today is a beautiful day in Africa.
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Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Mme wa ntswa ya Lewatle

Today I read a full book in Setswana and I am hoarse.

The kids love this book, The Seal Mother or in Setswana 'Mme wa ntswa Lewatle.'

The first time my 2nd grade teacher read this book to the class all of them sat in silence and jaws dropped as the story unfolded. The laughed and smiled at the dancing seals and were in awe of the seal turning into a woman. They all emphasizes with the small boy Andrew who eventually finds the seal skin of his mom hidden and brings it to her. The said that he loved her so he had to bring the skin to her. They all looked sadden by the end when the mom leaves her family to go back where she came from in the sea.

Today we had just finished reading one of these big book for early learner and all the kids started yelling "Mma Suzani!! Ntswa ya lewatle!! Ntswa ya lewatle!!!" So I went and got the book and read the entire thing to the kids yelling over a few of them from time to time as they'd get distracted and start fighting and bothering each other. My lil boy Thuto who has a pair of glasses he wears and is soooo cute read along with me the entire time. And by the time I was finished I was completely hoarse. And as the teacher I'm working with said as I got through the entire book, "Now Mma Suzanna you know Tswana!" Haha....I don't know about that but my language skills in Setswana is definitely getting better :)


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Monday, August 27, 2012

Picasso in Afrika Borwa?

I took this the picture of my little grade 2 student, Tlotliso ("Clo-clee-sho"), who I help daily as he struggles through with help on his numbers and phonemic awareness.

The kids had been drawing some pictures of "dipologolo" (animals in English) and this one was a cow. Very Picasso-esque...I saw it and instantly thought of "Guernica." What do you think?

Despite all Tlotliso's daily struggles, maybe he could just be the next Picasso :)

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The Next Step?


It’s films like this that make me want to become an immigration lawyer. 

Being a year in country now, I am constantly thinking about the next step 11 months down the line. I ruled out grad school since applying from over here and studying for GREs and GMATs etc. seemed almost impossible. I think about going back to New York and maybe go HIV/AIDS outreach work in say the south Bronx or Harlem. 

I think about getting another job in international development and seeing what happens. I wish I could stay here in South Africa and head to Cape Town to work for a NGO doing some aspect of public health work. To work on the other side of project management "in the field" is something that Peace Corps doesn't truly give you.  I miss the ability to be in a job and actually know what my role is at that organization and know what my exact responsibilities are, and to have things turn about the way you expect them and in a timely manner. 

I miss my families in Peru and the USA. I think about my documents that still stay held up with a lawyer in Lima trying to reclaim mi cuidania peruana with the wish that I will be able to work for my country of birth which I know needs my help. I received this message from my the last half sister of mine in Peru who I have to meet:


“hola!! no me voy a quedar con las ganas de decirte esto...dejame decirte q te admiro mucho por el buen corazon q tienes lo demuestra tu mirada y se q ayudas a mucha gente , papá Severo tambien me a hablado de ti, ojala puedas vivir aca en Peru ya q gente como tu se necesita bastante aqui.bye b” 

What I get caught up on is the last part of her message. “I hope that you can sometime live in Peru since there are people here like you that need you a lot.” I think about this and just wish that Peace Corps had just placed me in Peru. And then I think to myself that I should have just dedicated my time to Peru.  I could have just dedicated 2 years to my nephews school in San Juan de Lurigancho, helping the kids there who need me just as much as the kids here do. I feel bad for not going there and helping people. Maybe that is the next stop, but at least not while I don’t have my citizenship still up in the air. 

There are just so many people out there who need your help, it gets hard to pick where you should be fighting your battle.  If you're passionate about helping others where do you go?

Monday, August 20, 2012

Flags Lowered Across South Africa... a period of national mourning


Headlines read…

“The State is to press murder charges against some of around 260 Lonmin mineworkers arrested during the violence at Lonmin's Karee mine at Marikana.”
“Three-thousand striking workers Lonmin platinum mine in Marikana in the North West have been given a final ultimatum to return to work today or face dismissal.” 
“Flags will fly at half-mast across the country from tomorrow. President Jacob Zuma has declared this week a period of national mourning.”
“The bloodbath at Lonmin's Marikana Mine has led to a drop in the company's share price, the Guardian reported today.” 
- SABC http://www.sabc.co.za/news/tag/Marikana



Today I walked past the police station in town and saw the flags at half-mast.  I knew it had to be for the fallen in miners in Marikana, even though at that moment I had no idea that South Africa is in a period of national mourning.


To anyone who doesn’t know much about mining and what it means to South Africa’s economy, join the club. Before I came to South Africa, all I knew about the mines was that it had been a breeding ground for the spread of the HIV virus and had distanced families from their loved ones and had little to adequate housing for its workers. 

However, piece by piece it starts to get clearer and clearer to me how the industry works here.  Just look at the village where I live, the only people that I know who are working and have a steady job are working in the mines.  I watch men as I go out for my run at dusk leaving the village and heading for the tar road in their uniforms, ready for work.  Occasionally, I even see a women dressed in uniform and headed to work (way to break barriers – makes me smile).  And then, as I leave my house in the early morning, I watch men get dropped off from the kombie taxis, coming home from work.  


Men (mainly) walk through the village wearing their mining uniforms with the neon strips that glow when the car lights hit them in the night and the strips of material then shine across their arms and legs.  My host father “Papa Stuart” came down to South Africa from Botswana to work in the mines, now he receives the pension and stays at home enjoying the life of retirement by fiddling in his garden and fixing up the house (sound familiar Papa Dinsmore?).  As you drive through the Northern Cape, it’s almost impossible not to see a mine along the side of the road or off in the distance.  In fact, last time I was in the kombie (taxi) heading to Pretoria a university student, who was doing his practical out in Northern Cape, tapped my shoulder and pointed at a gold mine which he stated was the deepest gold mine in the world.  He said that at this mine they got the gold and then sold it to China, where it would be processed. [FYI China is taking over African business, or maybe just South African biz, since I always see them talking about it in the SABC nightly news].





What became quite clear to me today was not that the price of platinum rose to its highest price in more than six weeks after the violence at the Marikana mine (New York markets closed at $1469/ounce on August 17th), but what emotional pain this is bringing to so many of the people involved, government, families, industry, and unions alike.  The news tonight reported that women were in hysterics because they had not been notified by the hundreds of husbands, brothers and uncles who were arrested during the strike and about if they are alright.  Tonight, I sat in the dimly light livingroom with my host mother and father with chills running down my arms as I saw the pain in their voices and their eyes.  


Map of South Africe where "A" marks where Marikana is in North West province

I turned to my host parents and looked at their faces and saw the sadness.  They said to me that it was outrageous that they did not know what was happening behind closed doors in the prison.  My host dad said, “this is very bad for South Africa” and turned his head away and closed his eyes in what looked like shame and grief.  Having just been to the Apartheid Museum and having just watched this movie The Bang Bang Club, which is about several renowned photographers during the last years of Apartheid, all I could think about was how these images of the violence in Marikana seemed so similar to images presented to me in both places.  And all I could wonder about was if my host parents were thinking the same thing.



Saturday, August 18, 2012

Visit to the Apartheid Museum

Today I visited the Apartheid Museum in Soweto with 41 of the new class memeber of Peace Corps trainees also known as "SA26." Through selling merchandise to all the current Peace Corps volunteer the Diversity Committe was able to raise the R600+ to bring everyone to the museum today. It's my job to make sure all the money is raised and I process all the clothing orders with a vendor and then distribute them to all the PCVs.

Today as I was walking around the best quote in the Mandela section:

"On my first day of school, my father took a pair of his trousers and cut them at the knee. He told me to put them on and tied a piece of string around the waist. It was the first pair of trousers I ever owned - up till then , I wore a blanket, like all the other small boys."

And to see where I am living on the relocation map was incredibly interesting. Coming back and getting a third look was much needed.
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Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Damon Dash!

There's this is the cute little coloured boy who comes over to our house on weekends to be babysat and he is just it! The cutest thing since sliced bread :) He'll run around the sandy front lawn and his energy just never seems to stop as my Papa Mokwena yells his name, Damon, at him and something in Afrikaans. He just be about 2 going on 3 years.

He calls me "Fifi" and will come and jump up to catch my door handle and bulldooze himself right into my room to come and hangout.

We'll often spend the weekend conversing in Afrikaans-English gibberish and there will always be lots of "sharrrrp!" We spent most of the Olympic swimming matches together with him sitting on my lap and me assisting with him learn to do freestyle or butterfly just like he could be the next Chad Le Clos superstar.

He's now been gone for a week and I desperately miss him! I hope he comes back for more baby sitting :)
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Monday, August 13, 2012

New friend / Tsala ya me

My next door neighbour's dog gave birth 2 girl lil pups :) this one is the strongest of the 2 and always comes to my door for food. Does it say something about me that the majority of visitors who come to my door are dogs??

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